Palm-of-Deborah

Few days back, I lost a close family member and it hit me hard to my bones. Do you know why? Aside the bills, we’ve prayed, prayed and prayed. Then, when it looked like God had answered us, it turned out to be otherwise. The incident triggered sadder and sorrowful events I had formerly experienced. It brought a mix of emotions within me. Some questioned if God truly does answers prayer while some queried my faith. Amidst those thoughts, I kept hearing “my thoughts are good but my ways are not your ways” . “Are your ways to make us cry? Are your ways to make us go through so much adversities?” I broke down in tears. At times, we are faced with so much troubles, pain, sorrow, fears, insecurities that they begin to slowly challenge our faith and trust in Him who knows and have the best in mind for us. We begin to question if He is indeed faithful or even exist ( I’ve been there too ). This post is not to provide answers to your unanswered questions, I have a lot too ( but I’ve told GOD th